& did you know,
I never expected this to happen,
but I do,
I do like you (:
Sunday, September 11, 2005
this week's gone by fast. too fast.
i had the worst diarrhoea late last night, and sore eyes too. what a weird combination. thankfully, im all better now.
my mom keeps watching me during meals. she claims i eat too little. every night, i hear the same ole' thing from her. " i give you SO little rice, but yet you STILL dont finish " and everytime i say that ive no appetite in defense. it seems that after using that same line so often, she's starting not to believe me now. my dad keeps joking that my mind's somewhere else because i seem so preoccupied.
ok, new conclusion. no matter how much/little i eat, i still feel fat. this is such a hopeless situation. ROAR.
ss presentation's due TUESDAY. and none of us know even which quesiton we've gotta do. i've still gotta do that amaths wksht. my bag's gna be so heavy tmr, since most of my books are at home with me.
to all : im fine, dont worry.
i knew something was gonna happen, or IS gonna happen. i know something will. just a hunch.
i lie to myself almost everyday. and im not proud of it.
i tell myself the phone call's gonna come soon. then mum will be in a better mood, then everything will be better for everyone. yea, that's a lie.
i want to run so bad. but i've got NO shoes. i need to get bball shoes soon, they're giving me blisters cos they're getting old. i'll wait till the next hols then.
