& did you know,
I never expected this to happen,
but I do,
I do like you (:
Monday, September 26, 2005the room darkens, the clouds grow near.
the trees whisper noisily, the leaves sweep the ground.
the sky is streaked with white, i hear the roll of thunder in the faraway.
starting in light drizzles, the droplets get larger.
it starts to fall in sheets, slanting in the direction of the wind.
the rain, has finally come.
friends exude happiness and laughs. this joy of being with them, seems to overshadow any form of unhappiness and worries that often clutter my mind. i do enjoy being around them, the silly things we do, the stupid things we talk about, the daily dosages of teasing we feed each other. and for those minutes that we share, im truely happy.
once i step into home, there's this automatic change in me. everything seems so negative, so angry, and hurtful. i cannot help but worry. i become sadder and grumpier. my headaches and colds come, the fever spells too.
it's a wonder what friends can do to you. they are a cure of all sorts, which works wonders.
until i next see them, let me sew myself shut, in this place called home.
