& did you know,
I never expected this to happen,
but I do,
I do like you (:
Sunday, September 18, 2005
new skin, so bright and cheery. how unlike my old, black, morbid skin. so unlike me, but that's besides the point.
look at those girls in the background. skinny aye?
my head's throbbing. i think i've begun to be immune to panadol. it doesn't seem to work very well for me anymore. maybe i need something of a higher dosage? i rmb this was how claire tried to take her life, by swallowing 20 pills of panadol extra till she was in ICU for 2 weeks having her stomach pumped out.
i shall look out of my window at 10pm tonight melody(:
i woke up at 645 to study today. and until now, i've not napped. i can't afford to nap. naps means time, and time is something i do not have in excess.
eew. i just realised, when i put my mouse over the links, the colours turn to some flashy thing. yuck. but im too lazy to change anythign anyway. and sthe heading's in pink. er yuck.
you know, friends are great. i love my friends. but i think i prefer silence.
i shall use my recesses to study from now on. i never feel like eating anyway, so might as well use the time to study.
we were all talking during lunch, and suddenly the topic turned to me being stupid. how interesting. the whole family participated in this rather too enthusiasticly for my liking. i just shut up. now, who can blame me if i think im stupid. and now of all times, when im so stressed out studying, the name calling starts.
i just realised, my posts can scroll down, but not upwards. pffty.
im starting to dislike this blog, too cheery for my liking. but as some would say, if i TRIED to cheer up a bit more, i may just feel a bit HAPPIER.
