& did you know,
I never expected this to happen,
but I do,
I do like you (:
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
last night, i lost total control of myself. scary. i scare myself.
i get tired so easily, and i know i've only got myself to blame. i had 3 hours of sleep max everyday for the whole of last week. the amount of work we have plus studying cannot be accomplished within the 24hrs we have.
now i know why i never liked to talk about things. it was because : i got hurt by the remarks people made. their cutting remarks, the assumptions they made. what was the point of sharing when all it did was made me feel even worse?
and so .. what do you do when you're happy thoughts are the dark ones.