& did you know,
I never expected this to happen,
but I do,
I do like you (:
Saturday, September 17, 2005
i've covered more chem then any other subjects. there's so much more to go. i wont be able to finish so much. it's almost impossible. this crazy spore education system is horrible. they make us study like shit. and in the end, im gonna forget almost everything.
im so tired. i've been studying the whole day. but i've only covered 3 chps of chem, 1 chp of bio and 1 chp of emaths. rarh.
i plan to sleep early tonight, and wake up early like at 630 tmr to study. it's so scary, there are so few days left to finals.
i can't stand it when people want to tell me something but they act as though they dont want to let me know. very annoying. i rather them boast then do this. anyway, either way i'll just get annoyed and stop talking.
dont tell me what to do. dont tell me what to say. dont tell me how to feel. dont tell me how i should try to feel. just dont do anything.
emotions run wild. everything's a blur. silence, no words. perfect.