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Sunday, September 04, 2005
i decided to give it a shot.
how bad could it be,
i thought.
went with DAD.
but guess what,
it was worse then the last time.
which was, 3 years ago.
i dont know what happened to me,
horrible.
i couldn't breathe,
i couldn't move.
everything hurt,
even though it was slow.
i did finish,
i just cried at the end.
i bent over,
gasping and crying,
for another 10mins.
i didn't say a word during dinner,
except for "pass the salad"
i fnished dinner first,
i ate so little anyway,
could've finished the rice in 3 spoons,
but i made it last 4.
i went to bed straight after dinner,
intending to read my book,
but ended up not.
maybe it was the disappointment,
that made me cry.
i thought after 3 years,
it should've been alright.
how could i have screwed up on something so slow,
i still really have no clue.
i struggled for more then half.
really struggled.
maybe this time,
after another 5 years,
i'll feel brave enough to try again.
i want to talk to samuel.
too bad he's not online.
forget it.
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