& did you know,
I never expected this to happen,
but I do,
I do like you (:
Thursday, August 04, 2005
so i heard news that DISGUSTED me terribly yesterday. i didn't know how to react to it. i just felt terribly stupid, after much thought, i realised it was all my fault i chose to do what i did. the self-blame/denial did not last long, it was over in minutes. there was no anger, no hate, no sadness. i was just angry at myself.
im very proud to say that i didn't cry. cos if i did, i'd be the stupidEST girl on this planet.
i wasn't all that surprised though. one of the people im talking about here, showed me that kind of image long time ago. it sick, literally.
i talk to who i want to talk. i think it's quite clear, that if i DONT like someone, i'd talk much less to him/her. enough said.
on another note, that's what possesed me to do so much GYM yesterday. trng was cancelled and we had gym instead :D we ran 7 rounds for warmup then went inside. after i finished everything, i started running on the treadmill for 20mins.
after gym, i felt MUCH BETTER(: i got bullied by the sec1s into sitting outside the Videoworld, instead of gg home to revise my e maths. i was eating POKKY. HAHAHA. apparently melody and aisyah read my blog but they dont tag me. LOL.
and i told aisyah that bus onethreefive(: has NICE SEATS! :D
we had chinese listening compre today. i couldn't catch most of the words, and counted on the repeat of the passages to get them. but i FELL ASLEEP when they repeated a second time. so, good luck to me.
e maths went so badly today i cried. stupid i know, but i panicked and forgot everything, and yea.
we had NAPFA 5 items today. rahh, i got 3 As and 2 Bs. im deproving every year. wth!
i tried on Naad's malay constume when i went back to class. i put it on over my pe. joz said i looked 5 months PREGNANT. ok, i know the costume was a bit BIG lah, but 5 months pregnant? THANKYOU JOZETTE! hahahas.
i KNOW im gonna ache tmr, and guess what? there's gym again! and that reminds me, i've gotta find someone to replace me to do NAPFA testing. i wanna do GYM :D
im so tired, maybe it was the NAPFA.
im feeling drained, physically and emotionally. oh well ...
bus onethreefive didn't have such NICE SEATS today. HAHA :D
