& did you know,
I never expected this to happen,
but I do,
I do like you (:
Thursday, June 30, 2005
my middle name might as well be "non-existent". im fucking transparent to the whole fucking world.
im like a sheet of white paper ;
my mind & heart is all a blank. i dont seem to feel or respond to anything, i dont seem to care about what happens around me.
a single sheet of white paper is flimsy. it's got no backbone, it's not interesting. & when you let it go, it falls slowly. it doesn't fall straight down to the ground, it falls from side to side, falling lower & lower down each time. it lands on the gorund without a sound.
nobody even knows it's fallen, it's not important. afterall, it's just a BLANK WHITE sheet of paper.
who cares? it's not valuable, it's not valued. it's plain, it's boring. it needs a cardboard backing or smth strong, hard, reliable & trustworthy to be stuck again. only then, it can be strong.
a white sheet of paper has different characters & personalities. when it's coloured up & with words and pictures on it, and when it's a plain white.
the only difference between a piece of white paper & me, i cry.
