& did you know,
I never expected this to happen,
but I do,
I do like you (:
Thursday, June 30, 2005
i think school sucked pretty badly today.
we had PE, which was rrly embarrassing. PUHLEASE. we ran outside school, cos mdm lee said we found running inside school boring. we had to tuck in our shirts, she said to clap our hands after every two steps or so. everytime we needed to stop, she'd shout from the back and the middle people would shot to the girls in front. we must have woken up the whole neighbourhood. & i've concluded that mdm lee has pms PERMANENTLY.
i dont understand chem. i dont understand it ONE BIT.
a maths isn't that bad, yet. at least im not lost throughout the whole lesson or smth. but, i bet that time will come pretty soon.
i dozed off during chinese, right after charlotte woke up. steffi kept nodding on & off too. i never slept during chinese classes last year taught by zhuang, she teaches WAY better then zhenlaoshi. & im gna fail chinese oral. i can't even carry out a proper conversation in that alien language.
i HAVE to start on the zuowen today, & i dont have any gaozhi to write it on. foolscap shall have to do i guess. i rrly dont understand what we're supposed to write on. i have to find that piece of paper with all the 4 different topics.
WHERE DID MY TONGYAO DISAPPEAR TO?
i feel like stoning now.
i feel like calling someone to chat on the phone. the frustration's building up in me. i need to bitch to someone, just like how i bitch on the way to school & let everything out. i dont think im making sense. i dont care.
im not sleeping well again. i woke up at 4.30, 5, 5.10, 5.15 & finally 5.20am. i was sitting up on my bed, just waiting for the bloody clock to ring.
ive got this huge headache. ugh, or am i imagining it.
ok, i feel horribly depressed, left out, sad, pissed & stoned.
but then again, so what if i feel that way? it's not like anyone gives a frigging damn about whether im alive or not, let alone how im feeling.
