& did you know,
I never expected this to happen,
but I do,
I do like you (:
Thursday, May 19, 2005YESTERDAY
the stress talk yesterday, was a bloody waste of my time and a bloody waste of my 6bucks too. we started off by writing on a piece of paper, our frustrations and took turns to throw it into the bin. sam and i wrote each other's name down. hahas! i threw sam into the bin, and she threw me inside. of cos i wrote other things on that paper, things which i should not state.
that woman got us to shut our eyes and try to visualize. my attempt failed terribly, since i fell asleep on sam's chair, and she fell asleep on me. when questioned, some people said their minds were blank. she went on to nag about how dangerous blank minds were and how we should learn to control our thoughts. she asked me, and i jus said i visualized australia. i copied fawn's asnwer, since i didn't think it'd be too polite to tell her i had fallen asleep in her very boring class.
my only reaction when i saw it was, "oh shit". how suay.
im so sick and tired of school. it's getting really boring and mundane. boredom kills. how true.
TODAY i like a maths. i like functions. i like it now, while it's still manageable. but my perception of this topic is probalby gonna change greatly once i start struggling with the subject.
i slept during english discussions. oh. and mrs lim's back! XD i finally got all my e math done. ss was slack. we had to read 3 articles and do our wkbk. so many of us didn't bring. haha. i shared my book with saachi and jingchun. saachi is full of nonsense lah she! hahaha. mr ang didn't look too happy that we weren't doing our work. oh well, we're 3e7, not some nerd-class you know.
sometimes, people dont know when they've gone overboard, hit below the belt, however you wish to put it. sometimes, it'd really help if you were to put yourself in that person's shoes, and think. it's not easy. and it never will.
sometimes i really want to lash out. scream, shout, punch and kick.
but no, i won't. not because im so morally uprighteous, nor because i'd feel guilty about it. but because you'r not even worth me bothering about.
your ego rises, really way up high. you want things you know you may not get. so you rely on underhanded methods, to try and get what you want. you think no one sees you? you think no one notices? think again please. we're not blind.
you suck. your attitude sucks. you'r rude. and you know you are. you slack, you suck up.
you'r so fake. and we don't need fake people please. fakes don't get anywhere around in this world. they just get squashed flat, like a pancake. they just get trodden on, as though a stampede has just gone by, and you were trodden all over by those horse feet.
i think it's actually a waste for a place to go to you. i don't think your worth it. but nevermind, that ain't within my control.
im on the brink of losing my grip, you'd better watch it. my hand's itching to hit you.