& did you know,
I never expected this to happen,
but I do,
I do like you (:
Saturday, February 26, 2005
ran at the wrong time. missed the raindrops. dangg-
another email got lost in cyberspace again.
im so stoned now. im writing testimonials for almost everyone.
i don't wanna go on thurs. half of me does, half of me doesn't. hopefully, vanessa finds me. or i find her. either way would do.
im just so tired.
im so drained of energy and stoned. i think i know why.
do you know you didn't have to speak to me in that way. i wasn't demanding anything. i wasn't even requesting. it was just a simple question. but you decided to defend youself. if it's a chore to you which you feel oblige to fufill. just don't do it.
i wanna eat up all the giam chye in the world. and leave you with none left. cry your heart out if you want to. no amount of tears is gonna make me throw up all your giam chye. and what would giam chye look like after being partially digested anyway. would you still want it. it's so salty. too much is bad for your health anyway.
do you think everything is just so easy. like the way you make it sound. you've got a better life than me, in many ways. you sound so impatient and exasperated when you were trying to make me feel better. i didn't ask you to. who asked you to anyway? if it's such a chore, why bother.
strangely enough, im not angry. im just so stoned.
someone's irritating me to get off the comp. and it's not my brother.
