& did you know,
I never expected this to happen,
but I do,
I do like you (:
Monday, January 31, 2005suddenly im at a loss of words. i don't know how to describe it. i jus can't find the right word. im glad. im happy. im elated. but i now these happy feelings come with a consequence. one that's bound to affect me sooner or later. ah well, i'll deal with it when the time comes i'll cross the bridge when i have to. right now, i'll just enjoy myself and hope that i won't have to repeat what i did.
saying "no" to that question does not make me mean! that's rubbish. noooooooooooooooooooo. that's not such a bad word aye?
the minute i stepped onto 293 this morning, sue looked at me and laughed. i knew it that very moment that she'd be hyper the whole day. and im not wrong. i called her abt an hr ago and she was still hyper. come to think of it, so am i. it's all yide's fault. but i thank him for making me hyper. i haven't smiled for a while the whole of last week.
ah! jt just said bye online to me to go on his date with miss maths again. he just simply can't resist her. oh my jt. have some self control can? of late everytime he talks to me, he'll mention his date. crazy over maths. what to do. miss maths is just so chio with all those signs. haha. he asked me whether i had any date tonight too. haha. crappy jt. i wonder how long this dating thing can go on.
why's he talking to me online? like since when does he "just wanna talk". hmm ...
seashells! AH! sam's promised me seashells. (: let's hope he remembers his promise. hahahs. =)! ah, but where oh where is my email? hehe.
does it seem like a story? hmm, maybe it does. i don't know. maybe it does. (: oh well ..
after reading the blog. it just struck some feeling in me that made me stop and think for a moment. it's not that bad as i thought it would be. but then again, i guess if luck had been on this side, things wouldn't be this way either. either way, there are the pros and cons, the good and bad. everything happens for a reason. i'll just have to let it be.
ARGH. im hearing that song. why does it sound so familiar. maybe it's not cos it's familiar that's why im feeling that way .. but ..... oh well, nevermind. the song title reminds me of what i should do. i think i know why the song was chosen. what i have to do is the same as that person. i just realised. it's so simliar, but totally different. im not done yet ... :(
it's a nice song. yeps. real nice. minus all the sad stuff associated with it, that is.
everything was alright this morning. until of cos something kind of ruined it.
PE was ridiculas. sue and i played with nariah with fatin. i didn't have to play with faitin. she just gave me the points! hahahas. we ran 2 rounds around the field for warm up. hahas. sue and i were the last ones to start, so we sort of sprinted to catch up with everyone. then lin yi was calling me to wait for her but i didn't. she caught up with me eventually and we finished off together.
chem was ok i guess. kind of tough. a little. especially with those what state is B in at blahblah temperature? urgh. i feel like killing the paper. wait actually .. that wouldn't be much of any use. hahh.
sue is talking on the fone. she just admitted that she's crazy. her sister keeps picking up the fone. andi just repeated what i wrote to her. she just let out a big "HAHA". -_-.
yide's online now. oh boy. haha. =) AHHH. he's talking to me. haha. how long before i go mad?
