Tuesday, December 28, 2004

//All paragraphs in this colour are important stuff .. to me i guess//

Let me answer Sue's question on my tag board first. I didin't blog about my bday yesterday because I wanted to do it today? I had too many thought whirling around my mind yesterday... sigh .. yep.
I was frightened to the end of my wits when the crank calls kept coming, and especially when they got too detailed for me. Ah, but I called my saviours; Sue, Fiza and Nick. Talking to them kept me company and occupied the phone lines too. Killed 2 birds with 1 stone. HAHH. Sue took almost half an hour to bathe, while Fiza made her way here. They both gave me such a fright when the lift door opened. Tsk. My poor heart must've skipped a beat.

We headed to Canadian Pizza. Needless to say, food was good. But, OH MY, service was bad. "where's our chilli sauce"? hahas. Sam said he'd meet me at 1+. But, NOOOOOO, he reached at 2:08. //faints//. Who says girls are normally the ones who are late. hahas. Nah, it's ok. Sue and Fiza got up to pay the bill, while Sam passed the stuff to me. Both of them had this cheeky look on the face which sort of said "let's run away from rachel and sam". No, way was i going to trust that look.

The seashells are mighty pretty, the bottle is really nice, the card had a interesting title (haha!) and the round silver object was nice too. Thanks for everything Sam! Sue and Fiza bought me the yellow top from Hangten that I liked. =) thanks so much.

Went for a good slow run when i got back after the rain stopped. The weather was perefect, but my shin was a little painful, so I didn't dare push myself furthur. A good run was just what I needed. I didn't think about running when I was running, my mind was on other things.

My legs has a mind of their own, they just moved without command. There was a constant cool breeze, with occasional drops of rainwater from the leaves above. The smell of rain still lingered as I ran round after round. The distance didn't matter, I just wanted to run. The ground was wet. Puddles littered the park everywhere. Tiny puddles, huge puddles.Twigs and leaves scattered the ground, making the whole park seem like a weird art piece. My breathing and running just worked on their own, leaving me to just think.

THANKS to all who wished me a happy birthday and to those who gave me gifts, clothes, cards, testimonials and msges. hahas. thank you so much. Love you all. : )

I'm so glad I spent my birthday like yesterday. It was just what I needed. The days are gonna slip by very fast. Soon, school will start and the day im dreading will arrive too. Whether I dread it or not, it'll be here. I'm letting the song run and run and run, over and over and over, again and again and again. It's just so nice and sweet. Maybe it's not so much the song, but more the person. I guess so. All good things come to an end. It's always like that.

Talked to Fie on the phone last night for quite a while. I know I should do what she and Wilfred are telling me to do. I KNOW. It's not that I don't dare. I do. I'm just worried, whether it's ... mutual? Gosh, this is so bloody obvious. TO FIE : thanks for talking to me last night, I must've seen stubborn aye. Guess what? YOU are stubborn-er than ME k. hahas. Nice snort Wilfred's got there too.

FLYING SEASHELLS. Sue and Fiza are quite sure what it is by now i think, although i've never given them a definite answer. But I've just changed the meaning to it. They've guessed it before thought. It's not superfly anymore in front. Pretty darn obvious now ait'?

I'll tell. I'm making myself promise myself that i will tell. YOU should know, i just think you should.

I'll tell before it's too late,
if not,
ot'll be on my poor conscience.
I'll tell.

9:51 AM