& did you know,
I never expected this to happen,
but I do,
I do like you (:
Saturday, December 18, 2004
9Days
6days to Xmas eve.
7days to Xmas.
9days to my birthday.
11days to Grandma's birthday.
Steffi reminded me about the church musical which I can't attend. Urgh. She HAD to remind me. I still feel sooooo bad for not being able to go. Though normally every year, there'll be something on, on xmas eve, this year mom told me kind of late. urgh. I'm sooooooo sorry. Dang. I feel so bad.
Today:
Ran 3.3km -- really slow (20mins i think)
100 situps
100 crunches
Stretched really hard. Hope it helps the aches.
I'm totally gonna ache tmr. But, I just felt like doing something tiring.
Im still feeling demoralised form last training. Sighh. Planned to go and play bball today, but realised that i was aching too much. Lunges. I feel like strangling it's neck. Although it doesn't have one. Coach doesn't have to raise her voice to make me feel demoralised. The way she speaks and points out all my faults with no praises or a good word at all, is just enough to make me feel like sinking real low, preferably to beneath the earth's surface and out of her sight. I felt angry at first, but now im just sooo demoralised. I feel so aimless, pointless, useless. Why does every word end with a "less"? Urgh.
