& did you know,
I never expected this to happen,
but I do,
I do like you (:
Saturday, October 23, 2004
reality check
i surprise myself.
i never thought i could feel this way
i didn't know this sort of feeling existed within me.
i sure didn't see it coming.
oh well, it's here.
it's scary.
it's frightening.
not knowing the outcome of this situation.
i am afraid.
i suppose it was bound to happen.
i just didn't want to admit it.
i don't think this will turn out right.
it never does.