I'll be there fer yoo, will yoo be there fer mee?




i guess there is some teeny weeny bit of hope fer me. but im not gonna count on it. i dun feel angry or sad or anything at all when i c those words and names. i dun feel anything at all. it's a weird feeling. juz ytdae when i looked at it. i was choked with emotions. now i seem emotionless?. ahahkx. i tried to study todayy. i tried. i really did. but can't blame chinese and history fer not wanting to go into my head rite? i made an effort to study. the least chin n hist cld do was juz b willing to go into my head and stayyy there. but NO. they refused to. wad else can i say man. it's not my fault. it's chinese n hist tt's at fault. shall try again 2mr. both subjs r stubborrnnnn. not my fault again. ahahkx.




things r lookin better a little now i guess. tho i juz realised this whole mess cld haf been caused by sumone else. not me. damn it. so it may not b my fault. but im the one tt suffers the most. greeeeaaaaaaaaatt. toot. wth la. it's already over. no point in brooding over it. riiiiiiiiiiiight. this matter has been on my mind like fer the past wk? or has it been longer?




many things haf happened todayy. but im in no mood to blogg actually. hmm. dunnoe y im doing it now in the first place. haaiii. thank goodness fer certain frens hu cheer me up. without them. i'd nv smile ferever. thankew. [to those hu deserve it].




o yes. n lastly. i must "thank" ong jiaxin. fer her "wonderful" testimonial in frenst. jx. if ur readin this. dun ever bother writing me another cos ur bored kayy. ahahahahahkx. =))) cheerup gurl. im sure everything will be fine.




[i'll always be there fer yoo. im not sure if yoo'll always be there fer me. i'll wait fer yoo. but i dun think yoo'll wait fer me.]