& did you know,
I never expected this to happen,
but I do,
I do like you (:
Monday, September 27, 2004
why do i still bother
why do i still care
sumtimes i jus wonder
and stone and ponder
yoo can put a smile on my face
yoo can make a tear run down my face
but obviously i mean nth
and can't make ur day
thus, i rest my case
i am yoo'r dumping grnd
to whom yoo bitch and frown
im always here fer yoo
will yoo b there fer me?
no matter how hard i wish
no matter how long i hope
my dream is a fantasy
it will nv bcome reality.
sry to those hu dun understand y i suddenly haf taken a fancy to poetry. i dun actually. all this jus suddenly appeared in my head. well, so here it is! sighhhhh.
shuckksssss. i think my stress fracture on my right shin is coming back. ohhhh noooo. at least there's a break frm bball. so i wun hafta worry abt missing trng n losing out n all tt stuff. but tt means i won't b able to run, jump n b myself. shittttss. tootsie-wootsie. ahahah.
sch was alright today. i was damn tired n sleepy this morning cos i slept at past 12pm last nite. but once i got to crt n started tokin to fiza n sue. i bcame quite wide awake. ahhh. the wonders of my 'sister'. sue said i was hyper. n true enuf, abt 1 or 2 periods later, i was! amazing. the powers of sue's imagination leads to reality. wad the shit lar. im crazy.
got back maths paper today. happpyyyy. duh. //high-five's sue//. hehe. but i still hafta work like shit fer finals. hu doesn aye.
heyy eedee. don't b pissed n in a bad mood anymore k? cos once yoo'r pissed, yoo'r com gets into a bad mood too n keeps on d/c-ing when im chatting to yoo! hope yoo'r results r good k. ahh. i totally agree wif yoo on the person yoo've called a bastard. i sooo think tt suits man. haha. im being mean. but wad the helllll. take cares yea.
heyyyyy fie. if yoo can't smile. think of me. think of orang utan. think of gorilla too. [eedeeeee]. tt shld put a smile on yoo'r face fer a while.